i don't know what to do anymore.
Everytime i like my guard down, hoping for something good to come my way, hoping no one will hurtme, IT NEVER ENDS GOOD.
I turn around and ralize how foolish i was WHEN I SEE THAT YOU'RE WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
It seems like it was yesterdayTHAT YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVED ME AND WANTED TO BE WITH ME.
Now that i've let down my guard, in hope that you'd come to make me complete, I CAN SEE HOW FOOLISH I AM.

Once again, i'm left asking the wall if there's something wrong with me.

I look for you, but all i see is THE SHELL OF THE GUY WHO CLAIMED THAT HE LOVES ME, BUT NOW IS HOLDING ANOTHER DEAR TO HIM.

One that has hurt him more than once un the past, and one who finds entertainment and hilarity in hurting you.

IS IT BECAUSE I'M NOT ABUSIVE?

IS IT BECAUSE I'M KIND AND CARING?

IS IT BEACUSE THE THOUGHT OF CHEATING ON YOU NEVER ONCE HAS CROSSED MY MIND? please tell me, I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING INSANE! i feel like the only thing for me to do anymore is exist in an empty body in hopes THAT SOMEONE WILL COME ALONG AND LOVE ME.

But now i realize that MY DREAM IS ALL LIES AND "NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM".